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haven't done anything at all today.
locking myself in the room embracing the darkness around me.
crying all day.

what's the point of living if i keep on feeling like this anyway?
what's the point of having people around you who still feel lonely?
what's the point of having someone important if you're going to just let them drown
and be unaware of the pain that they keep inside?
what's the point of being someone special but you still feel like you're not worth it?

what's the point of having all these,
if in the end, 
i'm going to endure everything,
alone.

:)