hey there,
just an update, now we're working in a different company,
and we're actually quite satisfied with this one for now.
we left our last job because the environment gets toxic,
you barely even excited to go to work anymore,
everyday got anxious and you get weaker as the day go.
most nights you cried, the gaslights, the trauma that they left you.
but we're thankful, that we survived and got out of it.
we're still talking so much about the company,
maybe because we never expect it to be that way.
our job now isn't as interesting,
but it's healthier for us.
we have time for ourselves, for our passion,
we create art more, oh! and we write on the journal more,
we write good poems, like a beautiful song lyrics
that nobody will ever hear.
but we love it, we love the words that we're putting out.
we're on collaborations with brands that we love.
we're proud of it. it's an ongoing process.
we can't wait for them to be out soon.
but the downside...we've been feeling down,
the pain is coming back,
but we've been through this, right?
we hope we won't let the hittings, the bites, the cuts happen again.
we know how damaging it can be.
we will never be satisfied.
but we're strong, right?
we can fight this, as we always did every year.
remember, everything is temporary :)
we will be having our birthdays in two days.
we're still very much hate our birthdays haha
only us knows how birthdays can be so hard for us.
we'll always cry on our birthday night.
but hey, let's go to our favourite cafe,
let's go out to our favourite place,
sit there for hours and listen to our favourite playlists,
and maybe write stuffs on our journal,
sketch some things...idk
but to just be with ourselves.
yours truly,
you.
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