i wish i could articulate what i want right then and there.

im still struggling to really say whats in my head.

sometimes i got confused when my head wants something

while my head craves for another thing

and last night, i couldnt give you my unconditionally love,

and im sorry about that.

i was afraid by the confusion so bad

that i had to leave. my head hurts, i dont even know why i cried for

im sorry, that you taught i was leaving you.

but no...i just wanted my alone time. to process things.

it pains me to see because i know youre hurting too.

but last night i just had to go and rearrange stuffs in my head.

i would never leave you for that.