a reply to my past-self - 101820

 hey dude, i see you were suffering so much.
yes it was hard, i've seen you, hurting yourself.
questioning if it's worth it, if you're gonna make it or not.

just wanna tell you, we graduated, yes.
we just prioritized our mental health, ditched our finals.
but we did it, we passed it. Only we know how hard it was.

we have a job now, you'll love it.
it's just funny how we've grown so much hatred
towards human. we get annoyed so easily.
nah, it's not that bad though.
they don't bother us much, well yeah sometimes,
they do get over our boundaries.

we met ourselves some new friends, they're fun people.
and nice. and annoying sometimes. but it's okay,
'cause we annoy them back too and they are cool with it haha
our circle just got smaller and smaller, we interact when
we only need to. we still had fun eventhough we're more
reclusive. which is great, right?

is it worth it? i dont know yet tbh.
we decided to try out working in the same field
though we kinda hate it i know, but it wasn't that bad.

everything's okay.
every now and then, it will be hell for us.
but rest assured,
everything is temporary.
you'll be okay :)